Scared

I hate that I'm so nervous all the time.

My hands are all ways shaking and I break out in sweat on the back of my neck.

I hate that I'm so out going and fun to hang with, but when it comes to do stuff by my self I can't do it. 

I wish that just for one day I won't be so scared or so nervous.

I wish I could anything...anything with out worrying or being scared

I wish I was confident enough to do anything.

But I'm just me...just Aisha.

I always thought maybe it was the name most people say my name wrong so what if it was time to change my name?

So I played around with names and I fell across the name Clementine 

and that just seemed to make me fell like I was gold like i could do anything.

But I can't change my name to that...can I?  

I just hate being shy and nervous it's something I must get over and quick!