School

So schools winding down and I only have like 25 more things to do UGH
I have to do:

1. E-portfolio


2. History Day


3. Portfolio for Brit Lit


4. Democracy day

All of these are due in like a week! I'm not nervous or stresses I'm scared

will I be that senior that has to do these again in her final year at school?!?!?

I dont want to be that person. I want to complete High school and find a college right for me!!!!

But I'm scared

but i know i can do it

SuMmEr (SUMMER)

So school is slowly coming to an end I'll be a senior in 8 days :-)
But My summer is going to be awesome!!!
If i pass Brit. Lit. i won't have to do summer school!!!!
If I fail thats a whole 2 weeks of boring book reading!
I'm going to be in Boston and Maine by my self for the summer:
Mummy is sending me to this 3 day summer "camp" for colored Teens who are Unitarian Universalist (My religon) in boston!! My favorite city!!
I also am going to Saco, maine for a UU summer camp for teens to learn about leadership and taking control...that one im a little iffy about but i do love maine and the camp is like 20 steps away from the beach!!!!!
i can't wait
if the rest of the school year goes as i plan it to my summer will rock and then its back to this hell hole for one last year! lol
love always aisha

omg

So i have this teacher who is failing 90% of his class and i'm part of that 90%
I hate this junior year was suppose to be fun i wanted to talk with my friends about senior prom next year get a decent boyfriend and have fun.....but NOOOO
i get this Brit Lit teacher who is like a nut ball we have to annotate the whole book and its 1466 pgs!!!!!!!
omg i want to die!!
i DO NOT WANT TO DO SUMMER SCHOOL(again)
I want to enjoy a school free summer day at the beach with friends and not waking up at 6 to get to school at 7 to leave at 9 i hate it!!!
ugh any ways i needed to vent and now i feel a little better...i'm hungry now though ugh

NECAP

Yupp its NECAP testing this week!
it doesn't even count which is the annoying part!
We already took the writing reading and math section the beginning of the year which counts toward graduation.
but for some reason the science portion doesn't count for us to graduate
Any way our schedules are all messed up and it bugs me since now im totally bored in all my classes but now out of order
I think i fell asleep twice in the NECAP and during Mr.Propatiers class yickes!!!
any ways i got to go and do a silly project thats due kinda soon!
Love Always,
aisha

nothing really

nothing really to talk about today but im sticking to my word of writing at least every other day. Any way my bf adn i gave it another week to date but im think im just gunna break it up. Im loosing interest and hes obviously got other things on his mind (not like that)
any wayy I'm at school in IEP and im bored to death should be doing math but sometimes you just dont feel like it thats mee today....well that's me every day.
Sorry for the short post i just wanted to say what i had to sayy than get back to surfing the web and being bored i guess lol
toodles
~aisha~

OMBFG

Sooooooo
my boyfriend and i have been dating for ONLY 3 weeks before he breaks up with me last night!!!!
We agreed that we know nothing about each other and we both may have cried because its sad we tried and we really like each other. so at midnight on facebook i went from "in a relationship." to "single" in the wink of an eye. Yess i cried and yess i did come to school today with my head held high! but it only lasted until my EX's brother came up to me and started to freak out on us!!!
I'm either flattered or scared shane (brother) likes me (not like that) and said i made his brother (my bf) happy! I even changed my work schedule for him i was ready to commit my self (not like that) to this guy that i only knew for about a month.
so at this point idk what to do. call it off and get run over by his brother or go out with him and put us both into a sort of depression?!??!
ugh!!!!
ik no one really reads my blogs but if you do PLEASE help me
whats a dumped gurl suppose to do?