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Heyy I'm back
SENIOR YEAR BABY!!!
Hows a girl suppose to concentrate if she's got prom, homecoming and new kids?
Come on
anyways it's raining and I'm stuck at school 1st period with allergies and a kid who smells like a purfume factory
Please let me just go home and sleep
<3

almost the end of school

So yeah my school year is winding down to single digits!
I have no exam on friday so it'll feel good to sleep in and just do nothing!
well besides study and stuff. So yeah i guess that's it I'm slowly missing my ex-boy friend and maybe just possibly fell in love with the idea of love with one of my 3 Best friends (Who are guys)
He's funny he's sweet he makes me laugh he makes me cry and I like him.....a lot!
but everything in my life has a catch to it.....he hasa girl friend UGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGH
I like her and I know her and they are super cute together but a girl can dream right?!
and then I may have a crush on my other best friend he's a perv like me lol so we get each other he is kinda not a looker but he's super sweet and we get along!!!!
sadly...once again....he's got a girl who gets jealous cause him and I are so close!
grrrr
well I g2g and study hahahahahahahah
oh made my self laugh
ttfn
love always ~aisha~

Summer

I'm passing Brit. Lit.!
well so far I am! heeheehee
so schools coming to a close and I have done nothing but work work work
both school and Burger King
but i put my 2 week notice in yesterday!!!!!
The last day is hopfully all set.
I want to get out of there sooooo bad
IK i probablly should have put in applications to places but I just want to take a break for a while and just lay around get in shape be broke lol not a lot of my friends have jobs so ik i'll be a little safe.
Well i g2g school maybe coming to a close but I still got homework and my last days at BK so ttfn
~love always aisha~

School

So schools winding down and I only have like 25 more things to do UGH
I have to do:

1. E-portfolio


2. History Day


3. Portfolio for Brit Lit


4. Democracy day

All of these are due in like a week! I'm not nervous or stresses I'm scared

will I be that senior that has to do these again in her final year at school?!?!?

I dont want to be that person. I want to complete High school and find a college right for me!!!!

But I'm scared

but i know i can do it

SuMmEr (SUMMER)

So school is slowly coming to an end I'll be a senior in 8 days :-)
But My summer is going to be awesome!!!
If i pass Brit. Lit. i won't have to do summer school!!!!
If I fail thats a whole 2 weeks of boring book reading!
I'm going to be in Boston and Maine by my self for the summer:
Mummy is sending me to this 3 day summer "camp" for colored Teens who are Unitarian Universalist (My religon) in boston!! My favorite city!!
I also am going to Saco, maine for a UU summer camp for teens to learn about leadership and taking control...that one im a little iffy about but i do love maine and the camp is like 20 steps away from the beach!!!!!
i can't wait
if the rest of the school year goes as i plan it to my summer will rock and then its back to this hell hole for one last year! lol
love always aisha

omg

So i have this teacher who is failing 90% of his class and i'm part of that 90%
I hate this junior year was suppose to be fun i wanted to talk with my friends about senior prom next year get a decent boyfriend and have fun.....but NOOOO
i get this Brit Lit teacher who is like a nut ball we have to annotate the whole book and its 1466 pgs!!!!!!!
omg i want to die!!
i DO NOT WANT TO DO SUMMER SCHOOL(again)
I want to enjoy a school free summer day at the beach with friends and not waking up at 6 to get to school at 7 to leave at 9 i hate it!!!
ugh any ways i needed to vent and now i feel a little better...i'm hungry now though ugh

NECAP

Yupp its NECAP testing this week!
it doesn't even count which is the annoying part!
We already took the writing reading and math section the beginning of the year which counts toward graduation.
but for some reason the science portion doesn't count for us to graduate
Any way our schedules are all messed up and it bugs me since now im totally bored in all my classes but now out of order
I think i fell asleep twice in the NECAP and during Mr.Propatiers class yickes!!!
any ways i got to go and do a silly project thats due kinda soon!
Love Always,
aisha

nothing really

nothing really to talk about today but im sticking to my word of writing at least every other day. Any way my bf adn i gave it another week to date but im think im just gunna break it up. Im loosing interest and hes obviously got other things on his mind (not like that)
any wayy I'm at school in IEP and im bored to death should be doing math but sometimes you just dont feel like it thats mee today....well that's me every day.
Sorry for the short post i just wanted to say what i had to sayy than get back to surfing the web and being bored i guess lol
toodles
~aisha~

OMBFG

Sooooooo
my boyfriend and i have been dating for ONLY 3 weeks before he breaks up with me last night!!!!
We agreed that we know nothing about each other and we both may have cried because its sad we tried and we really like each other. so at midnight on facebook i went from "in a relationship." to "single" in the wink of an eye. Yess i cried and yess i did come to school today with my head held high! but it only lasted until my EX's brother came up to me and started to freak out on us!!!
I'm either flattered or scared shane (brother) likes me (not like that) and said i made his brother (my bf) happy! I even changed my work schedule for him i was ready to commit my self (not like that) to this guy that i only knew for about a month.
so at this point idk what to do. call it off and get run over by his brother or go out with him and put us both into a sort of depression?!??!
ugh!!!!
ik no one really reads my blogs but if you do PLEASE help me
whats a dumped gurl suppose to do?

Kiss Kiss WTF

So I went on a double date with me my boyfriend his brother and his brothers girlfriend. We saw scream 4 (GOOD MOVIE) any wayy i had my first kiss in the middle of the movie!!!
I was so excited and nervous you know ladies when the guys kisses you, you start to wonder if you did it right! LOL
any way the question that popped into my head was...."Why did we have our first date! in a dark movie theater during a horror movie?"
Should our 1st kiss been..idk my romantic like during a romance movie(which i hate!)
we enjoyed our selves throwing candy at each other and laughing when someone died, holding hands through the WHOLE FLIPPING MOVIE lol. I guess the night was perfect!
any wayy
I got to go now
I'm tired and bored and I'm at school and i have work at 4
ugh ugh ugh ugh

Loves always
Aisha

school

Its friday today not the "Friday song" by rebecca black ugh I'm in school theirs only about 20 more mins left my boyfriend is doing a silent thing for gay and lesbien couples which is fine but now I'll be looking likea crazy person talking to my self. Vacations this week and i'm soooooo angry i have work EVERYDAYY!!!! this girl i work with all she does is complain i dont work enopugh when this week i worked everydayy and next week i'll be working everydayy!!!!!!! grrrrrrrrrr any way it was BEAUTIFUL yesterday sunny and highs in the 60s....not so much today partly cloudy and 50s My little Neko got her last staples out yesterday and mum said she was so good with the vet! any way got to go now school and dating and partying YEAH! ugh hate that song kk Loves always, aisha

College

So as a JR. in high school i have to start looking at colleges for next year but that is the hardest because I HAVE NO FLIPPING IDEA WHAT I WANNA BE!!!! its between Ceramics then Psychology and sign language I really like Psych and thought i was good at ceramics but nope i was wrong! I'm looking for a school that offers both Psych and Sign but one is a you must be good at everything college in Tennessee and the other is a all girls school that says i should enroll in secondary school as well as their school......AH no! i ain't gunna pay more than i have to! ugh now i'm wondering if theres a college out of the country that i can attened instead! hummm idk Luvs aisha

Invisible children

So i'm at school and the invisible children roadies are her *SQUEAL* I want to be a roadie soooooo bad!!! I've been around the country before and the roadies get to do that too!!! I'm pretty cool i think and i love to be around people and i want to make a difference. I want to walk up to some one and be like: "I toured the U.S talking about the war in africa!" and i want people to be like "OMG, no way thats so cool tell me more." I can't do that if I'm stuck here in a high school filled with store brand girls and cocky boys. i want to get out there and make a difference. When you look at roadies they are artistic and fun and happy people. HELLLOOOO have you taken a look at me?!?! I have dreads(BONUS POINTS) a nice clothing style and I LOVE people (unless they yell at you or somethin) any way I can't wait till the bell rings at 8:55(Its 7:46 now) I'm running up stairs grabbing my friend then we'll go down there and I can ask all the questions i want lol well got to go now school hasn't even started (so it seems) till next time Love always, Aisha

Me

So my life has changed wayy too fast for my little brain to catch up. So here are some new things to know about me:
1) Not so twilight addicted after my BFF left for N.C
2) Junior in high school getting ready for college searching
3) I'm failing British Literature :-(
4) I hate Math (who doesn't)
5) I want to go to MassArt for college for Ceramics and Jewlery
6) Prom next saturday got a dress but no date what ever!
7) I turned 17 now lol gotta change my age on the blog thing now
8) I love rats!!! one of mine just got two tumors removed from her body and shes got staples she looks like a zombie rat lol

well that might be it for now my teacher is staring at me like "what is this girl typing?" any way I'm super happy that google let me get my password back since it took me a while to figure out what the heck it was!
well ttfn
Love always,
Aisha

OMG

OMG its been such a long time since ive been on my blog.
I'm a active technology geek now i just got an iPad which i love and I'm in my junior year here at my high school. I watch tv movies and youtube every hour of the day!
Im 17 now (IKR I'm getting to be old) lol I work at Burger King with 5 of my friends (Ugh) I rarely read any more due to the amount of Homework teacher dump on me, I try to read more and more but im failing ever so slowly
I hope at least some one out there is like "YESS, AISHA'S BACK" but i doubt it any ways im in class now suppose to be doing a Math assignment and then accidently clicked on blog and it load my pag and i was like "Oh...oh right...omg....lets do this!"
I hope all is well where ever you happen to be and i hope you are as happy as i am that I'm back as well lol
Love always, aisha